Friday, January 21, 2011

Jesus is my lover :)

Hahaha Ah how Jesus brings me such joy!
   I made dinner tonight for the beautiful people in my Serbia team. :) what a blessing it is to be surrounded by a group of passionate Jesus lovers!!! I enjoyed myself immensely  tonight!  God makes me laugh.
I'm a very organized person when it comes to things and I like things to be scheduled and just so and God tonight just put me a little off schedule and it was funny. :p He was reminding me that its okay when things don't go exactly perfect. And I also am very performance oriented at times (something God is still helping me get rid of) and tonight I was wanting to impress with my cooking and what not but I ended up burning my main course. HA! I mean it wasn't burned beyond eating but it had a little bit of a burnt taste. But it was still delicious. :p Thank God.  But that kinda just made my performance mindset freak out a little bit. But only for a second and then I laughed cause there was God reminding me again that it really didn't matter. That we were just together to fellowship and enjoy getting to know each other. :p I love how God teaches me things with just making dinner. :p and The brownies I made ended up in like a pile of mushyness and there was God reminding me that appearances don't matter :p haha! Cause the brownies were still deliciousness!  And I love that its okay to talk about the area's were i'm still weak cause when I am weak then I am strong. In my Jesus :) 2 Corinthians 12:9-10
  After we ate we had worship in the living room and while we were worshiping I was thinking about how its just MIND BLOWING to think about the fact that Jesus knew what i'd be doing right now BEFORE the world was created. He knew what I'd do today and he knew what I'd do tomorrow. He has a plan for my everyday. Thats just CRAZY to think about and try to fathom. before the world even existed he KNEW! OH MY GOSH! that literally mind boggles me! God is crazy AWESOME!
And during worship he gave me a vision of my and him in heaven and we were sitting on the ground looking right at each other like with this look in our eyes of intense love for each other and it was like there was a camera recording us and shooting it like in circles it looked like a movie. Like the camera was slowly circling us. haha. Its just awesome to think of Jesus as my lover. Like the thought of how his love is PERFECT! thats just intense. and wow! <3
  I'm just in love with Jesus! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Goodnight,

Sara Ashlee Cannon. a.k.a. A princess of the MOST HIGH KING! The BRIDE OF CHRIST! <3

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